emotional-numbness
Maya struggles with a pervasive numbness that contrasts with sudden sharp pangs of feeling, symbolizing trauma and grief.
2 chapters across 2 books
Blue Mars (1997)Kim Stanley Robinson
In this chapter, Maya and her companions take a boat out onto Isidis Bay on Mars and dive beneath the water to explore the submerged ruins of Burroughs, a once-thriving city now flooded and lost beneath the sea. Maya experiences a profound mixture of numbness and emotional pain as she confronts memories of her past life there, reflecting on love, loss, and the passage of time. The dive serves as both a literal and metaphorical journey into memory and history, highlighting the tension between what is lost and what endures.
Red Mars (1992)Kim Stanley Robinson
The chapter follows five travelers flying over the devastated Martian landscape toward Hellas, witnessing widespread destruction and the challenge of rebuilding. Nadia demonstrates the ability to initiate reconstruction with minimal resources by using her programs, a computer, and an air miner to spontaneously generate machinery and robots. Despite their technological power, the characters grapple with the emotional toll of the devastation and the slow, painstaking process of repair amid human destructiveness.