self-constructed-belief

Chapter 1 of 'Simulations of God' explores the concept of God as the origin of existence through both scientific evolution and divine creation narratives. The author reflects on personal experiences with various belief systems, concluding that the self constructs its own reality and that ultimate knowledge of God or the absolute beginning is unattainable. The chapter introduces the state of 'High Indifference,' a neutral, objective state beyond conventional religious emotions, where one accepts the limits of knowledge and existence without fear or desire.