obsessive-memory
The narrator is haunted by past relationships and traumatic experiences that intrude upon his present consciousness.
2 chapters across 2 books
Ice (1967)Anna Kavan
The narrator becomes lost while driving through a desolate, cold landscape, reflecting on his troubled past relationship with a fragile woman who now seems immobilized and suffering amid an encroaching ice. He recalls his visit to the woman and her husband during a hot summer, noting the woman's shyness and his own conflicted feelings, while the present environment suggests a mysterious disaster or decay. The chapter juxtaposes memories of warmth and life with a present of cold, isolation, and impending doom, highlighting the narrator's growing anxiety and detachment from reality.
Crash2 (1686)Unknown
The narrator remains haunted by Vaughan's presence and obsessively revisits the wreckage of his crashed car, reflecting on the physical and emotional trauma of the accident. A tense encounter with Helen Remington, the widow of the man killed in the crash, reveals complex feelings of guilt, pity, and sexual tension. The chapter explores the intertwining of memory, identity, and the lingering impact of violence through the symbolic wrecked car and the interactions between the characters.