loss-and-grief
Ezr's emotional turmoil over the deaths of friends and colleagues underscores the personal cost of conflict and the weight of leadership in times of crisis.
17 chapters across 14 books
A Deepness In The SkyVernor Vinge
Ezr Vinh awakens from coldsleep to discover the aftermath of a devastating ambush that has decimated the Qeng Ho fleet, leaving him as the new Fleet Manager under the Emergent leadership. He grapples with the loss of friends and the implications of his new responsibilities while navigating the complex dynamics of cooperation with the Emergents, particularly with figures like Anne Reynolt and Ritser Brughel.
Ringworld (1970)Larry Niven
In this chapter, Louis Wu is trapped in a precarious situation within a floating prison, struggling with physical weakness, thirst, and the uncertainty of his companions' fates. He observes the interactions between Nessus and a mysterious woman, tends to the injured Speaker-To-Animals, and grapples with the emotional weight of their captivity and the possible death of Teela Brown. The chapter highlights Louis's vulnerability, the fragile trust among the group, and the oppressive environment of the prison.
The Windup Girl (2009)Paolo Bacigalupi
Jaidee, disgraced and banished, reflects on loss, impermanence, and the collapse of the natural world while awaiting acceptance into a monastery for penance. Despite his fall from grace and the disappearance of Chaya, he resolves to fight back against Trade, the powerful entity he holds responsible. His conversation with Kanya reveals his determination to reclaim agency and confront the forces that have destroyed his life.
All Clear (2010)Connie Willis
In this chapter, Polly, Mike, and Eileen grapple with the failure to find John Bartholomew, who has escaped their attempt to deliver a crucial message during the aftermath of the Blitz on London. Despite their efforts and the chaos around St. Paul's Cathedral, Bartholomew's departure remains a mystery, underscoring the futility of trying to alter or control historical events. The chapter reflects on the resilience of Londoners and the acceptance of history's harsh realities, even as the characters face personal loss and exhaustion.
Blackout (2011)Connie Willis
In this chapter, Polly is physically and emotionally shaken after surviving a bombing that killed her boardinghouse landlady and other residents. Miss Snelgrove and Marjorie insist she rest in the store's basement shelter, offering kindness and support, while Polly struggles with shock, loneliness, and the fear that the retrieval team has not come for her. Despite her frailty and trauma, Polly pushes herself to return to work, embodying the wartime spirit of resilience.
The Power (2016)Naomi Alderman
In this chapter, Allie grapples with the disappearance of Roxy Monke and the escalating chaos in the country marked by paranoia, violence, and political instability under Tatiana's increasingly erratic rule. Allie reflects on her own fears and the necessity of control, ultimately manipulating Tatiana into granting the Church greater power while internally resolving to take control herself to ensure her safety. The chapter explores the psychological and political consequences of power struggles and the personal toll of loss and mistrust.
Elder Race (1954)Jack Vance
The chapter follows Nyr, an isolated anthropologist and scientist, who reflects on his severed connection with a satellite after destroying his locator beacon to evade a demonic threat. After being healed and reunited with companions Lyn, Esha, and Allwer, Nyr contemplates abandoning his detached scientific role to embrace a more integrated, magical existence within Lyn's culture, signaling a transformation from observer to participant.
Embassytown (2011)China Miéville
The chapter depicts the desperate defense of Embassytown against the ravaged and addicted Ariekei, who are deteriorating physically and mentally due to a failed attempt to stave off a crisis involving EzRa. The human inhabitants fortify their city with barricades and weapons, facing both external assaults and internal despair, while grappling with loss, addiction, and the breakdown of communication. The narrative culminates in the revelation of CalVin's death, underscoring the pervasive tragedy and personal grief amid the larger societal collapse.
Count Zero (1986)William Gibson
In this chapter, Turner and Beauvoir deal with the aftermath of Jackie's death, reflecting on sacrifice and the consequences of their actions. Bobby Newmark, still processing the trauma, is invited by Beauvoir to join their community in the Projects along with Angie, who is revealed to have a mysterious significance due to her dreams and heritage. Turner contemplates his uncertain future while preparing to leave, marking a transition for the characters amid ongoing threats and losses.
Rite of Passage (1968)Alexei Panshin
The chapter details the final morning on the planet Tintera where the protagonists prepare to be rescued after a dangerous trial. They successfully extract a fellow participant, Riggy, under fire and reflect on the losses suffered, including the absence of Att. Upon returning to the Ship, the survivors are welcomed home amidst mixed emotions of relief and grief.
The Harvest (1997)Robert Charles Wilson
In this chapter, William assists Rosa, a transformed human now resembling an insect-like creature with fragile wings, as she prepares to leave the farmhouse through a broken window. The arrival of Colonel Tyler and his group escalates tensions, culminating in Tyler shooting William despite Abby's desperate attempts to intervene, highlighting the tragic consequences of fear and misunderstanding in a post-contact world.
Station Eleven (2014)Emily St John Mandel
In this chapter, Jeevan reflects on the moments following Arthur's death, recalling the publicist's cold dismissal and his own fixation on simple pleasures like cappuccinos amidst the collapse of society. As he lies on his brother's sofa, he contemplates his uncertain future, the loss of communication, and the encroaching apocalypse symbolized by the relentless snowfall.
Jeevan embarks on a solitary journey following the lake to avoid roads and other people after a devastating pandemic has emptied the city. Over several days, he struggles with cold, hunger, and isolation, encountering a few survivors with whom he briefly travels before continuing alone, reflecting on loss, survival, and the fragility of civilization. His internal monologue reveals his attempt to maintain identity and hope amid the collapse of society.
In this chapter, Miranda returns to Toronto shortly before the collapse of commercial air travel and reconnects with her ex-husband Arthur, who is starring in King Lear and dealing with his father's recent death. Their meeting is marked by reflections on their shared past, the passage of time, and Arthur's anxiety about a forthcoming unauthorized book revealing personal letters. The chapter explores the complexities of their relationship and the ways their lives have diverged and changed over the years.
Kirsten and August, separated from the Symphony, navigate the ruins of Severn City while encountering Sayid and his group, who have been ambushed by the prophet's men. A violent confrontation ensues resulting in the death of the archer and the revelation that Dieter, a member of their group, has died after being captured. The chapter highlights the dangers of the post-pandemic world and the influence of the prophet's cult.
The Children of the Sky (2011)Vernor Vinge
In this chapter, Viki and her siblings recover from a violent kidnapping attempt linked to the Kindred, while grappling with the loss of their sister Gokna. Their parents, Sherkaner Underhill and General Victory Smith, acknowledge mistakes made in protecting the children and emphasize the need for increased awareness, training, and unity within the family to face escalating external threats. The chapter explores the family's dynamics, the children's growth, and the looming dangers that require them to be prepared beyond traditional loyalties.
Tender is the Flesh (2017)Gonzalo Bazterrica
In this chapter, the protagonist interacts tenderly with four male puppies named Jagger, Watts, Richards, and Wood, reflecting on his past with his own dogs, Pugliese and Koko, whom he was forced to slaughter due to a fabricated virus. When aggressive adult dogs threaten the puppies, he risks his own safety to protect them, ultimately escaping while the wild dogs pursue him, symbolizing his deep connection to animals amid a brutal, dehumanized world.